Assalamualaikum and good evening.

  Hello. It's been a while since I last blogged. Hahahah. Almost every recent post in this blog begins with that word or similar word like that. I don't know what to post about thought. Last year a lot happens but I rarely post last year because I cant access internet. I wish I was more active last year because this year I don't think I can be active with all the SPM and this going to be the last year of school for me. Oh my. Thinking about it makes me feel tired. Like what am I going to do, to be after school. What will happen to me. I am going to be an adult in this big world. I'm going to discover many things about adulthood. Let's hope that I do well for my SPM.

  I'm scared actually and nervous about all the things in the future. Am I still in touch with my old friends? Will they still be my friends? Will I be okay? Will I be alone? So many question and so many possibilities. Like will I be studying or will I work after I got the SPM result. Will I be happy or sad? Will I have a nice home or will I be homeless. I feel like crying in the corner right now. Every time I study, I will always think will I ace it? Every time I see my friends, will they still want to be my friend even though they don't see me anymore? Why does this year is so stressful? Or I just over thinking it? Maybe I'm just too emotional about being a grown up and all. Hahaha. I wish I could be 10 forever.

  I don't know what I'm going to do after school. School is like an everyday routine. I don't even know what studies I'm going to pursues. Well actually I know that I want to go to something that got to do with chemistry. But specifically I don't know. I still got my issues with my mom. I hope this year wouldn't be as bad as all the past years since 2k13. I need to be more mature and at least a little bit socialize not like last years antisocial introvert Aimi that got no friends and sit alone in my room sleeping and wishing to die. Let's be happy this year but not to happy. I mean less depressed more stressful. I mean less stressful more depressed? Dang it. Okay don't be happy just be nice and struggle cause SPM. Nuff' said. Do you watch Sailor Moon Crystal. Dang I just watched it last weekend and I just relived my childhood. Feels like i'm still 10 dreaming about being a magical girl wanting to save the world. Ahahahaha. And I watch Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun and Barakamon until the last episode because last year I got internet problem so I watched Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun until episode 7 and Barakamon until episode 9 last year but now I got to watch it until the end. Why does Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun only has 12 episodes like seriously I need moreeeeee. The anime is just killing me. It's so funny and entertaining. Okay That is all. My mom said "stop interneting I don't see you reading any books your going to take SPM bla blerr blahr", but mom I do read some books. *cough*manga*cough*. Goodbye.