Oh, how much I miss blogging and blogwalking and making new firends and seeing beautiful blogs. I have so many things that I want to share but I just don't know how to put it into words. A LOT of things happens. Being a teenager is hard because this is the time when you feel like a rebel. Like the world is against  you. This is the time when your emotion is unstable. This is the time when you need to plan your future. If you messed your teenager life than you just messed your future. Even a tiny mistake can make you regret forever. Only few strong people can make it through the mistake they had done. But don't worry. Everybody can make it through their lives. They just need to believe themselves and have faith in Allah.

 Well I hope that I will make it through this teenage life and into adulthood. Next year, I'm gonna face the big exam that will show me the path to my future. Insya-allah I will try my best not to messed up this exam. And Insya-allah I will try to be active in blogging. I need to change. I want to be a new me. Maybe blogging is a good hobby for me then my old hobbies that is sleeping and playing games. I just finished my pokemon X though. And I need to start studying. I am getting lazier than last year. I remember when I said that this year 2014 is the new me. No more lazying around, no more getting mad at stupid things, no more hurting people feelings and have a high self esteem. BUT I did not change. I become more worst.

 This week I ponteng for FOUR DAYS. Cause I just don't have the will power to go to school. Gotta admit I hate my class because we DON'T HAVE A FREAKING CLASS. We were suppose to be at the dewan but the principle move us back to the physic lab and every time other science students need to use the lab we need to take our freaking heavy bags with us to their class and if their done using it we need to move back to the lab or go to another freaking class. And sometimes I TAK SEMPAT NAK SALIN BENDE HAPRAK KAT PAPAN PUTIH. There are 6 other science class in our school. You know how tired I am after school!? FREAKING TIRED. And than I hate my classmates cause man they're all bunch of annoying dweebs. And than the problem with kiosk. Ugghhhg... I hate SMKJK!



 Well, I'm sorry if you read that and thank you so much for reading that. Hey, I will change. It's hard to change but I'll try. Even my friends realize I changed a bit. Insya-allah I'll change to be a better new me. So, if you want to change and a support, I'm here, just message me and I'm there even though we don't know each other but yeah whats wrong doing something good even to stranger.

Hey, hey I'm starting to like the colour pink. I hope you guys well and healthy. I'm gonna end this post here. And I Insya-allah, will be active blogging again and I want to make a link page so lets exchange links! You can leave the links here down the comment or at the cbox. Thank you and goodbye. Oh, I hope my blog doesn't sore your eyes. If it does, I'm sorry. And I'm sorry if there are any grammar mistakes. I'm still learning.

One of the hardest decisions you’ll ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder