I'm tired of my family. I'm tired of school. I'm tired of SPM. I'm tired of my life. I'm tired of this conversation that we always have. I'm tired of getting mad. I'm tired of this hell hole. Ugh.  I just want to go to sleep and escape this forever. Please, please stop bothering me. I need my space to calm down. I just want to be alone. I don't want you to 'understand' me. I'm sorry for choking you. I'm sorry for scratching you. I'm sorry for kicking you. I'm sorry but please,please leave me alone. I don't want anyone 'understanding' me. Cause I know it will led us to more misunderstanding. I'm sorry 'family'. I'm truly am. So, please just leave me alone. Don't worry about me. I am fine if you just stop stop stop stop stop bothering me. STOP. It doesn't help. No, it doesn't.